Monday's Musing...

... So have you ever had one of those days?  You know when you've already got a plan for the day the night before and then you oversleep and then you talk to the Hubs and find out that he had a complete different plan and then remember that you also have to teach your son an English lesson that you forgot to plan and then call for both a doctor's appointment and a hair appointment and don't get either one and then realize it's almost 2pm and you not only haven't gotten anything on your list done, but you've also not really gotten ANYTHING done all day?

Yeah, it's one of THOSE days for me.  Ugh, I kinda just want to curl up and take a nap.  And to be honest, that's what I would normally do.  Well, maybe not a nap, but I'd do something else completely and think, oh, well, I'll take care of all that tomorrow. 

But you see, I'm trying to do some things different.  Not resolutions or anything like that.  I'm just trying to live the life I think God wants me to live. It's hard.  So, in that vein, I'm going to try to plan out my week (not day) ahead of time.  It's already half through Monday, so I'm behind, but that's okay.  As my dear friend, Lysa TerKeurst, said, it's all about 'Imperfect Progress.'

This is from Ms. TerKeurst's Unglued event in Bowling Green, KY.  Okay, so she's not actually a 'dear' friend, but I did LOVE the book and the event.  I highly recommend it.

Radiators, Wrong turns, & Revelations...

Hello, all!

So, it has been a long time since I blogged. The plain and simple reason is because I haven't had anything 'blog-worthy' to share. It's not that I haven't had stuff going on (boy, have I!), it just hasn't been anything I thought was worth taking the time to write out or have other read. 

This all changed yesterday when I was driving back to Tennessee from a visit with my parents. I started thinking about an incident that happened just before we pulled out of the driveway. My dad was checking out my car, as he normally does before I head out on the long 4-hour trek home. I had complained earlier that my windshield wiper fluid had run dry and even though the Hubs had refilled it, it still wasn't working. He got the fluid from the trunk and began to look for the reservoir cap, I had no clue where it was, being car illiterate, but I noticed a small reservoir with a bright yellow cap and the wiper symbol on it. My dad started to take the cap off when Chas came over. He adamantly told Poppy that that was wrong. Chas pointed to the next reservoir, which also had a yellow cap. Poppy replied telling him that that was for the radiator.  Chas was having none of it. He saw his dad a week earlier fill up up the windshield wiper fluid and it was in THAT place. I have to admit that my dad handled it wonderfully. He showed Chas the tubes that led from THAT reservoir to the radiator. The kicker of course was when Dad finished and the windshield wiper fluid sprayed up cleaning a very dirty windshield. 

Now, why is this story important? Well, I called the Hubs while I was driving down the road to tease him a bit about being so rushed that he put the wiper fluid in the wrong place, but I also told him that he should be happy because his son had unbelievable faith in him. Even with me and his Poppy telling him otherwise, he still believed that his dad had done the right thing. Our conversation was cut short, but that part of the conversation lingered with me as I continued my journey. I began to think about my Heavenly Father. Do I have that trust and faith in Him? It's kind of easy to when things go well, but what about when they don't? 

I just started a new study at church on the topic of our emotions. The book has been great! Just like most of the women I've talked to I have a problem with my patience running thin and my anger and frustration getting the better of me. However, I think my bigger problem with my emotions is letting ALL my 'feelings' get in the way. I have a tendency to let things spiral out of control when things aren't going well. I become ruled by my feelings, whatever they are at that particular moment: sad, happy, scared, angry. Scared is a BIG one. 

Then, yesterday I had that revelation. What if I could trust God the way Chas trusted his dad? What if I truly believed and acted as if I had complete and total faith in God? That is what He desires. He shows time and time again in His Word and in my life that He in in control. 

So, I am working on that being MY desire as well. When I'm running late and start to get anxious or Chas is trying my patience or the storms of life are surging. God is in control. When I make a 3 wrong turns adding an extra 30 minutes to an already very long trip? God's still in control! Lord, please help me in this. El Elyon!

Pleasantly exhausted...

This is kind of an odd concept to me.  Usually I'm either one or the other - pleasant or exhausted.  However, I'm so excited right now because I feel both.  It is no surprise to those who know me to hear that I didn't sleep well last night.  I've suffered bouts of insomnia for as long as I can remember.  To top that off, I had to get up early due to some vehicular problems. 

All in all I was set up to be quite cranky and have a generally bad day (especially when you add in the allergy/sinus problems everyone in New England is suffering from).  However, I'm happy to report that even after some minor bumps, I've had not just a good day, but an AMAZING day!

I spent most of the day with a new and very dear friend.  She taught me so many things!  We worked with several different types of dough and made 2 loaves of bread, 2 loaves of 'cinnamon roll' bread, bagels, and orange rolls - all from scratch!  And to add to the joy, she gave me a knitting refresher while we waited for dough to rise or bake.

Once again, those who know me, know that I'm not a cook, or much of a baker unless it comes from a box.  And I will admit that I didn't do a whole lot myself, but I did learn and I was able to enjoy a great day full of fun and true Christian fellowship!

I really hope that I'm able to work on these skills some more.  It was so much fun and we have such great things to show for it, but even if I don't, it will be okay.  I will still carry with me the joy of today and the memories we've created.

Btw, in can anyone is interested, here are a few photos of what we made:

This is one loaf of the bread.  This stuff is amazing.  I haven't cut into my loaf yet, but I've had it before and I LOVE it!

These are the Cinnamon Roll bread.  I had this tonight for dessert and I am in love.  It is incredibly yummy and really hard to stop after just one piece.

These are the Orange Rolls.  Imagine cinnamon rolls, but with an orange zest filling and orange glaze on top.  I'll admit that I ate one of these as soon as we got home and then proceeded to eat another!

One of the things I find coolest was making these bagels.  They may not look great, or even really like bagels, but they taste great AND once again, they are made from scratch.  I cannot even believe we did that.  I've never heard of that before in my life.  I think I may have scared my friend just a bit when she saw how excited I was that we were attempting these.  :)

Steadfastness...

This word has been on my mind a lot lately, especially in the last few days.

I'm currently in the process of memorizing the book of James, which is an extremely daunting task for someone who has trouble memorizing the smallest of passages.  However, it is going well (8 verses down!) and I think the Lord is blessing me in it.  I'm memorizing this as part of a study of the book and I LOVE it!  However, this word - steadfastness - has stood out to me in the past couple days.  

"Count it joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness.  And let steadfastness have it's full effect that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing."

- James 1:2-4 (ESV)

I've had a lot going on in the past couple weeks.  More than I want to think about or dwell on or prattle on about on the internet.  However, I'd be remiss not to mention how God has used this.  I've been busy and worried and stressed and hurt and sick.  I'm calling that a 'trial of various kinds.'  My faith is tested.  But I have to decide, is this 'stress' going to build me up... or tear me down?  Will I count it joy?  Or throw a fit and be selfish?

With God's help, I'm working to count it joy and let it build me up, that I might truly be steadfast (firm in purpose, resolution, etc.) in my faith.  I'm learning bit by bit (and God is showing me bit by bit) where to put my trust and how to trust Him more.

So, I'm not very good at this blogging thing...

Yeah, it's been a while.  There is a very good reason for that.  Not much has been going on.  I find it weird to think of blogging my day to day life.  I know people do it, and for some, I'd read it.  But the thought of doing that myself seems... silly.  I cook, do housework, occasionally help Chas with homework, go to PWOC board meetings, and Bible study.  As a family, we go to Chapel and have family night every Friday night.  I mean, really, would you want to read extended descriptions of that?

We did move in November.  I'd like to blog a little bit about our new home because it's pretty awesome (a renovated cotton mill).  We also went home to MO for Christmas, which was a blessedly quiet and happy trip.  Those are the highlights from the past months of the blog blackout.

I'll go ahead and admit that I've been a little... uninspired lately.  I'm still checking out pinterest, but I haven't done any projects (cooking, crafting, etc.) in a while.  I'm hoping this will be remedied soon.  Maybe it is just because I feel a little like I'm still in transition.  We will be moving again in 5 months or so, so it is a little hard to get completely settled here.

In any event, I'm hoping that things will even out soon and perhaps, I'll even have something to blog about. 

I LOVE food...

I can't help it.  I really do.  It tastes so good.  And there are so many great things to try.  I've just recently started to really experiment with cooking.  Before my main experiences were just in restaurants, which I still love.  I'm actually involved in a 'dinner club' up here so I get to try new restaurants frequently.  One of the best things about living all over and traveling is trying out new restaurants and new foods.

To share just a quick story of this, a few weeks ago, my fam and I went on a short trip to Troy, NY.  As I've said before, when traveling, we like to find a local restaurant to try.  This time, I found a cute little polish restaurant called Muza.  (Seriously, if you are ever in Troy, NY, you should really stop in here)  The place isn't fancy or ornate or anything of that sort, but it definitely felt cozy and homey.  There aren't many tables, so there can be a wait, I'm told.  This actually works to an advantage because it really makes the restaurant feel as if you are dining in someone's home.  Everyone was at different tables, but we all kind of conversed as if we knew each other.  It was quite fun.  The restaurant is owned and run by a family.  The couple does all the cooking and their older daughter waits the tables.  It makes service a little slow, but the food is well worth the wait. 

Chas, NGD, and I all got different dishes and each were great.  Chas went with a pretty basic chicken and pasta dish.  NGD and I were a bit more adventurous.  I really can't remember what NGD's dish was called, but it was a traditional polish dish that he LOVED.  I got the chicken marsala, a personal fave.  It was served with delicious mashed potatoes and cole slaw.  Now, the cole slaw was an odd addition, I'll admit.  However, I was at a POLISH restaurant.  I had to have something with cabbage, right?  And I'll just go ahead and say that not only was it different than any other cole slaw I've ever eaten in my life, but it was also the best!  All in all, it was a great experience.  Oh, and did I mention that the restaurant itself is nestled into the side of a mountain?  :)

Here is a pic of NGD's dish, sorry it's so dark.

Now, I've also mentioned that I'm getting into cooking more and more.  I've always cooked, but I'm trying new things and experimenting with some recipes.  I've become a bit addicted to Pinterest, which has been great for finding and trying new recipes.  I've also been taking some pics of the food I make, as well as a few of the process.  I hope to add those along with a few words here soon.

Birthday Bash, Part 3...

An interesting thing that I really like about my birthday is the fact that my sister's birthday is exactly one month later (11 Aug & 11 Sept).  Because of this fact, this year, my mother decided to plan a fun family outing jointly for our birthdays.  I'm not sure how she came to the decision, but we decided to go to a ballgame.  I remember going to see the Cardinals play as a family when I was young and I loved it, so I was excited to go back and especially to take Chas with us.

Friday evening, Mom, Dad, Chas, and I drove up to STL.  It started to rain about the time we got to the hotel.  This did not bode well for our outdoors evening activity.  We stayed at a hotel right by the stadium, so we could just walk over to the park.  It appeared that everyone going to the game decided to stay there as well.  It took us a bit to check in and then a little while longer to stand in the line for the elevators, but we had a great room and a few hours to kill before heading over to the stadium.  We rested and watched TWC to see if the rain would stop (it did) and then we had a little family photo shoot.  Go ahead and scroll past if you want, it won't hurt my feelings...

Of course, I also have a few gratuitous pics of the stadium...

I haven't followed baseball in quite a few years, but I had a blast and enjoyed getting to talk baseball with my dad and Chas.  I think even my mom had fun.  We had great seats and the Cards won!!  Though, admittedly, Fredbird was one of Chas' favorite things about the game, which earned him a Build-a-Bear Fredbird during the 7th Inning Stretch.

 Mom was taking the pic, so she didn't get in this one.  Resulting in the pic below of the quintessential  sporting event pose...